Gone, by Kathryn Jeffrie Johnson
Johnson, Kathryn Jeffrie (2007). Gone. New Milford, CT: Roaring Brook Press. 176 pages.
Almost eighteen and a new high school graduate, Connor is marking time until he has saved enough money to move out of his aunt's house and can begin living independently. Connor's father is in a nursing home following an accident that took what was left of his alcohol-soaked brain, and Connor's mother is an alcoholic with whom he maintains irregular contact. Feeling like a burden to the aunt who took him in, Connor just wants to be on his own, accountable only to himself. When his former history teacher, the young Ms. Timms, seems to return his admiration, the two begin an intimate but clandestine relationship.
Reading this novel on the heels of Barry Lyga's Boy Toy, I was expecting Johnson to address the May-December romance depicted in Gone in a similar fashion; however, Johnson's novel was less about the politics of sexual exploitation and more about two troubled (and differently aged) characters and the dysfunctional relationship that results when two rather dysfunctional people pair up. While it becomes clear (to the reader) that Connor's relationship with Ms. Timms is motivated by equal parts horniness and a need to resolve and move on from his past, Ms. Timms' motivations for relationship are less clear. Intimations of past drug use and abuse are part of Ms. Timms' sketchy past, but (and maybe this is the adult reader in me) I wanted a little bit more explanation on her side.
The Booklist review of this novel claimed that, with regards to the sex scenes that appear in the narrative, the author "doesn't shy away from specifics;" however, I didn't find these scenes nearly as explicit as, say, Judy Blume's Forever. Sure, there's a little heat, but, as always, I wanted a bit more. If anything, a graphic sex scene featuring Ms. Timms in the lead/aggressor role could have gone a long way in "explaining" her interest in Connor.