Looking for J.J., by Anne Cassidy
Cassidy, Anne (2007). Looking for J.J. NY: Harcourt. 336 pages.
When seventeen-year-old Alice Tully spies a "missing girl" poster featuring a photograph of herself at age 10 and advertising a reward for information about a girl named Jennifer Jones, she fears that the past she has worked hard to keep hidden is about to resurface. Seven years earlier, Alice--AKA Jennifer, known as J.J.--was found guilty for murdering her best friend and neighbor. Now newly released from a juvenile facility and living under an assumed name, Alice wonders who is looking for her and why.
The story of J.J. is told in flashbacks appearing throughout and punctuating the Alice-centric narrative. As we learn about Alice's childhood shuttled between her grandmother's house and a series of foster homes, and in the dubious and intermittent care of her irresponsible mother, the "tragedy foretold" becomes if not excused then understandable. Like Werlin's The Rules of Survival (2006), Cassidy's novel is descriptive but not romanticized and depicts, in part, a rather harrowing existence.
The narrative shift from the past to the present ratchets the tension in this semi-mystery; unfortunately, the rather sudden conclusion neither resolves nor balances this. While I can see this ending as a stylistic device that is meant to underscore what would seem to be Alice's abrupt "disappearance," (I'm going to go ahead and tell you how it ends) as J.J./Alice is forced to assume a third identity so that she can live in peace, I found myself turning the last page looking for the real ending. This is not to say that the book failed; in fact, I found this one more satisfying than Gail Giles' similarly themed Right Behind You (2007). I sympathized with Alice a bit more than I could with Giles' narrator, in spite of Cassidy's third person narrative. Ironic, no?